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04 September 2010 @ 10:29 pm
Housekeeping! [as RayK would say in his fake-maid voice]  
Hey guys!

I've recently had two people take me off their f-lists and as much as I understand it, and respect it, it's made me feel a little sad because it was people that I enjoy hearing from, not just people who added me because they liked a story I wrote once, you know? Anyway the point of this post is this:

I'm not in the best place right now, mind and body, and I'm struggling to be here, and be involved in everyone's lives. As much as I'd like to! I'm taking full responsibility for that. I feel like I've been taking you for granted - without sounding melodramatic - which makes feel shitty. I like knowing that you're here, doing your thing, but if your LJ isn't a place for mostly absent friends than please feel free to take me off your f-list. That's just how things are going to be, and I don't know how long for, so I just wanted to put that out there!

I'm seeing doctors, and I'm starting an expensive a special 'healthy eating/precision exercise' regime next week to get me on the right track, so I'm really hopeful that things will start turning around :D

In happier news, this is my favourite thing right now:



I don't know why! Except maybe for this:

This day, this day that you hate so much because you got a little embarrassed. This is my favorite day. Even though I'd still be a nerd, it didn't really matter anymore. Because I had a real friend. And that would always make everything okay.

!!!!

<3
 
 
 
rice-paper-thinasinful on September 4th, 2010 01:51 pm (UTC)
I just wanted to say that I'm not leaving. *clings*

Also, I hate dark, bad places. :( Hope it starts getting better from here on. :)
Oh, so that's puce.: mash friendsmijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:46 am (UTC)
There's definitely light up ahead! Thank you for your endless hanging around. It means more than you know <3
Miss Adora Belle Dearheart: on a map the gap's three fingersmanzanas_verdes on September 4th, 2010 04:00 pm (UTC)
See? the thing is, even when you're not leaving comments on every possible entry, or posting every day about the little things in your life, you do leave a mark whenever you drop by. And so.

::hugs:: hope things start working out for you soon, love. We'll be here to hear about it, either way. yeah?
Oh, so that's puce.: the other sidemijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:47 am (UTC)
Thanks so much. There are definitely places I frequent more ... frequently, and I'm glad those places are still there when I drop by <3

I'm remaining ever hopeful
the bearer of Megs' babiessiggen1 on September 4th, 2010 05:38 pm (UTC)
<3
Oh, so that's puce.: make tea not warmijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:49 am (UTC)
Sage: friendssageharper on September 4th, 2010 05:43 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
Aww that is a shame.

You're a truly exceptional friend and someone worth talking to. Take your time, I'll still be here; would be a crappy friend not to. So I totally understand and am here if you need anything.

Hope it all helps.

That is a sweet quote.
Oh, so that's puce.mijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:50 am (UTC)
Thanks so much for the reassurance, and be sure the feeling is very mutual <3
Big Mama G: hugzbigmamag on September 5th, 2010 01:20 am (UTC)
Oh man, had that happen a couple of weeks ago. :( Don't worry, you still got my ass. YOU ARE AWESOME, and they are crazy for wanting to go.

♥♥♥

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Oh, so that's puce.: the triomijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:51 am (UTC)
I can understand it but I don't have to like it!

And Lord, I need to watch some due South. I haven't in ages.

Thank you for being around, it means so much <3
whispered_storyakintay on September 5th, 2010 06:55 pm (UTC)
*hugs*

I'm not leaving :) We might not know each other too well, but I still like having you on my flist!
Oh, so that's puce.: kayleemijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:53 am (UTC)
Thank you! I hope to be around and being a part of it, again, so that we can know each other better :D
Esseparadise_city on September 6th, 2010 02:27 am (UTC)
Sorry to hear things aren't great, but I hope they turn around soon. Best of luck!
Oh, so that's puce.: WC the endmijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:55 am (UTC)
Thank you! It's amazing how a comment of few words can mean so much.
bishmicawbish on September 15th, 2010 06:54 pm (UTC)
aw, sorry to hear that things haven't been going so well for you. Hope the regime's kicked in and off to a great start. :)
Oh, so that's puce.: sammle/terminatormijmeraar on September 17th, 2010 11:56 am (UTC)
It has started and I'm feeling positive about it! Thanks so much for dropping in and taking time to leave a comment, it means a lot :D